Yes, I am bored, very, very bored. I feel like I am cut off from the rest of the world. Lately I spend all of my time in my room. I am constantly sick and very fatigued. Due to the flood in my basement I can smell it through the entire first level of the house. No one else can smell it, just me. So sitting where everyone else is out of the question because I can’t stand the odor. So I sit upstairs alone. Thank goodness for HBO GO and Six Feet Under. I always meant to watch the series and never did until now. I do enjoy it. Between yesterday and today I finished Season 1 and am on Season 2 now. So that gives me a week more of entertainment before I see all 5 seasons. Maybe by them my sniffer won’t be picking up everything on the planet and grossing me out.
Let’s talk food. I miss food, REAL food. I can’t cook. Can’t stand the smell of meat cooking, or anything high protein. Ugh. Plus, most things make me sick. I have been faring better with junky food. I would tell you what my full diet is right now but there is a certain level of shame that would come with that. I want to eat some good, light, tasty healthy food again. My stomach says no. And the 10 lbs extra I am toting around is not sexy. I will tell you that. I hope it is just water weight. I really don’t think I have digested enough food to gain any weight. No matter how unhealthy it was.
Workouts are still suffering. As in nonexistent. I miss working out, Yoga, Running, walking, Pump, the whole nine yards. I am tired of lying around all day and night. I though about trying to do something but I have a hard time being upright for too long without hurling. This better pass soon. I understand gaining for pregnancy but I don’t want to end up back to obese either. There is healthy pregnancy weight gain and just plain old being a lazy gluttonous gain. I want to avoid the later of the two.
This concludes my whining and moaning. One of these days my posts will go back to being a bit less whiny and more positive.